[phinus]

I don't think growing up means going into war, but I think it means seeing more of the wolrd as it is. With small childish eyes you don't really see the horros of the world. When I was little, my hometown used to be all pink and chill and all of that, but now there are crimes everywhere, the city is in alert mode and there are gunshots everywhere. And now that I think about it, it always has been like this since the beginning, but I just didn't see that cuz I was little and naive. So Im sorry to break your reality, but I think it has been like this from the start, you just didnt see that.